I had hoped to finish the fourth draft of my book-in-progress this week. Instead, I wrestle with the next-to-last chapter for days, fleshing out bones I’ve been tossing around like dice for the past year, and I’m still not ready to move on. It’s good and necessary work.

I consider finishing this draft and putting the book away for a while. Maybe forever. I’m risking vulnerability with this one in a way that’s different than what I did with Two Hearts. The way I feel about it changes from day to day. I imagine I’ll persevere with it until it’s ready for an editor, or God calls me home, and then see where it goes next.

I dare to identify with Frederick Buechner who says of his own his work that it’s “too religious for secular readers” and “too secular for religious ones”. But, like Buechner, “I find I need to put things into words before I can believe they are entirely real.” The work changes me. Maybe one day it will speak to some deep place in someone else. I trust that it will accomplish what it’s meant to accomplish.

Meanwhile, I come to the desk in the morning and pray. I offer my work as worship. I press on.


I’m a writer, reader, and creative. I thought by now I’d have things figured out, but I keep coming up with more questions. I think that’s okay. I’m here most mornings pondering ordinary things and the thin places where faith intersects.
  1. Linda, I think we are channeling our thoughts and feelings. You mentioned in a comment on a previous post of mine how our thoughts were similar. Well, when I read this post, I almost laughed out loud because I’ve been working on a post since coming home that I have scheduled for Monday. When you read it, I’m sure you’ll see what I’m talking about, in particular one sentence. Are we perhaps kindred spirits or maybe sisters in another life?

    1. Sherrey, I can’t wait to read your post on Monday. Kindred spirits — I like that. 🙂 Hope you’re doing well this weekend.

  2. Thanks, Diane. I certainly resonate!

  3. Hey…if you need beta readers, I’m all in. And I can read it without judging or criticizing. Though I can be “critical” when it comes to typos and grammar and set up, etc. I’m available if you need me.

    1. You are so kind, Karen. Tucking this away for future reference. xo

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